Chorva Ek!

When we get hurt especially by someone we think we love, we sometimes wish that we had never met them.

I’ve been having that kind of feeling on and off for quite some time now. I’m wishing I’d never met this person so I wouldn’t have been hurting. But then I remembered something I believe in, that there is a reason for everything that goes on in our lives. And I realized that maybe I met this person for a reason. Because of him, I got to feel how it is to be in love again. Somehow, despite his salbahe nature, he made me feel loved. Eventhough there are so many times we argued, he could still put that smile on my face when I think of him. There were bad times, a lot actually, but it can never outnumber the good times we had. It’s also a blessing is disguise that this ended prematurely, because if it lasted longer and the more I fall, it would have been more painful and probably even harder to get over. Why go through more suffering when I can tell and feel it in my nerves that he isn’t the one? I can think of so many things right now, I just can’t put them into words.

I’ve been talking with my friends about closure. Until now, there’s none. I’ll just leave it all up to the highest powers.

I woke up this morning with a text message from Marms saying:

When GOD takes something away from your grasp, He’s not punishing you but merely emptying your hand to receive something better.

Thanks sis! Thanks for always being there! And thanks as well to all those who are bearing with me, listening to me as I rant about this.

I’m feeling a little better today and I’ve decided that I’m letting go of everything now. Okay, I must admit I’m still feeling kind of sad but I know I’ll be just fine.

Every experience brings out something good. Good times become good memories, bad times become good lessons. We never lose, we only gain from life.